My Beautiful Mind

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August 2011

9 posts

Words im beginning to remember

“There comes a time in your life, when you walk away from all the drama and people who create it. You surround yourself with people who make you laugh. Forget the bad, and focus on the good. Love the people who treat you right, pray for the ones who don’t. Life is too short to be anything but happy. Falling down is a part of life, getting back up is living”

Aug 23, 2011
Honesty

Loving someone is not always easy. Especially when telling the truth constantly is needed for a good relationship. Lies n fibs cant get anyone that far. Honesty is a good quality alothough people tend to move away from it to save hurt feelings, but no not me. I ask you to always be honest.

Aug 15, 2011
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Man o Man I love you Music

Man o Man I’m sooo in love with Music 

The beats, the rhythms, the drifts of every line 

The way the sounds bring healing to my mind 

I just can’t get enough of you Music! 

On my good days I play ya loud 

Making sure I’m able to dance to your every beat 

Smooth lyricism, such an intense personal expression of feeling or emotion in such an amazing art form. 


Filling my ears with such exuberance sensuality 

Music you got me addicted since day 1 

I love and feel you Music

I can’t get enough of you!!

Sometimes it is you I turn too, to get away from my dramatic realities of life 

I use you as my only form of medication to the sickening diseases this world has bestowed upon me 

Sometimes you are the only way I can communicate to another soul 

What so you mad at me? 

Well listen hear buddy, listen to track number 3.. 

Music you are apart of my very being 

I am head over heels for you, Music 


You and I will never part…  

Aug 9, 2011
Mathew 14: 22-33

Lord if it is you, tell me to come to you on water. Lord said, “Come”. Then Peter began to walk on water toward Jesus, but when he saw the wind, he began to be afraid, then immediatley he began to sink. Peter cried out, Lord save me! Immediately Jesus reached out his hands and caught him. “You of little faith, why did you doubt”, Jesus said.

Even in the mist of our storms Jesus is still there. He keeps us above water if we keep our focus on him. When our faith waivers and we allow the chaos of our surroundings become our focus, we then begin to sink. But immediately when we call on the Lord like Peter to save us.. He is there to pull us out. The Lord has the ability to stop the storm but in this scripture he does not. He invites us to follow him and trust in him when these storms happen in our lives. He teaches us that we cannot avoid all the storms in our lives but when we focus on him and trust in him.. these storms become alot easier to handle. :) God is good

Aug 7, 2011
Aug 6, 2011
“When you’re important to someone, they will always find a way to make time for you. No excuses, no lies, and no broken promises” —
Aug 2, 2011
Aug 2, 2011

July 2011

9 posts

“God created everything and everyone including you. you may look in the mirrors and see flaws. But God designed every freckle, wrinkle, crinkle, and even numbered the hairs on your head when he created you. God considered it all “very good”.. Do you?” —Genesis 1:25
Jul 28, 2011
Jul 24, 2011
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Jul 24, 2011
“Quote of the Day:
Holding a grudge is like drinking poison and waiting for the other person to die..”
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Jul 23, 2011
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Jul 22, 2011
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Jul 22, 2011
“Next to “God”, “love” is the word most mangled in every language.
Richard Bach”
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Jul 22, 2011
Blame

Blame

How could you do this to me?

I have spent so much of my time, tears, and energy for this one love.

This one love, in hopes you would one day see the worth of me.

We once were happy, inseparable, with a bond stronger than no other.

I knew your thoughts and you knew mines, we were the best of friends.

You took me for granted and I was just so desperate to keep that love alive between you and I.

But see that love died a long time ago, along with the trust, and faithfulness.

Instead of growing in love, what sprouted was hate, anger, distrust, and so much more personal insecurities. 

You want to know how you made me feel ?

You made me feel like I was unequal to the many females you decided to creep on.

These little girls were the center of your focus. But foolish of me to ever believe that I could be the one to change you, foolish of me to believe I was going to be the one.

I cried every last tear, spoke every last word, and swung every last fight.

I am worn and torn now. You said that you loved me.

These words can be so tricky. 

You have lowered my self-esteem beyond what it has ever been before.

I changed as a person and even my friends noticed and began to peel away from me. How could I have not seen this?

The phrase Love is Blind truly becomes understandable to me.

Deep down I miss you so much and wish it could have been different.

But the reality I have to accept is that we just cannot work.

Everybody comes in my life for different reasons and you’ve taught me a lot more of myself and the certain things I can handle.

I hope one day we can eventually become friends again, in time ill heal and be able to forgive those scars you’ve given to me.

But for know I will tell you this

Treat the next one with love like you want for your little sister.

Because maybe then will you see that our love is just as precious as her.

Jul 22, 2011
Minds Racing

Adjustments are an everyday thing
Change is inevitable
Life is worth living, 
but is living worth at all,
Complexities overwhelm me
Age of 8 sounds pretty nice
Turn back the hands of time
Be as naive and innocent as before
Missing those days
House was complete
Laughter echoed the walls
Feet piter pater up and down the steps
Constant voices, never alone
TV turned up, radio blasting
Mother dancing, father laughing
Good memories, Good thoughts
Relationships are a second job
Constant communication, trust, faith, 
Constant battles, how can we survive?
We have we are we’re working on forever
But if forever isn’t meant, thats ok too
Live Learn Love Always
Old friends New friends associates, family
Their what keeps you together, but their also what tears you apart
Thoughts Thoughts Thoughts

Jul 22, 2011
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